It's been basically an un-eventful week in Dupity. Daily scattered showered tease us, but seem to only provide needed rain to the higher country. We are thankful for the clouds - as it gets very hot when the sun is shining full.
Saturday, Maddie, Eric, and Mike worked with a group of kids to paint two classrooms. Gary (along with Max and Baba) worked on installing a solar panel at the Nun's house. It felt so good to finally DO something. I'm sure it's selfish of us to want to do this... just to make US feel good. On the other hand, if we never felt useful, I suppose we wouldn't have the incentive to come back. I pray God will forgive us this selfishness.
While two rooms now have beautiful coats of paint, you can turn around and see the rest of the school which still is bare and very rough conrete block. I see things as analogies - so I see the paint as simply a band-aid to cover the hurt. Perhaps it will lift the spirits of the youth who attend there and 'perhaps' give them a daily reminder that we are with them in solidarity. I also fear that the paint is an analogy for the help we provide overall. Yes - we do commendable things: sponsoring students, bakery, clinic, nutrition center, orphanage, parish... but in the end, is this just a band-aid for the incurable wound that Haiti endures? A quick glance around at the fires in the distance reminds us that the forests are only a couple of years from being gone. Then what?
Allergies, headaches, minor scrapes, and a slightly upset stomache are the normal inconveniences we endure - but are nothing compared to what they deal with daily. So we offer it up as part of our Lenten sacrifice for the people of Haiti.
Today we met with the students we have sponsored - probably 150 or so were present! That was a sign of hope! Even some who had already graduated came back to say 'thank you'. They sang, danced, put on a skit, and presented us with gifts as a token of appreciation.
Hard to believe just one more day here in Dupity. We head toward Cap Haitian at 3 am Tuesday morning and hope to be back in our own beds Tuesday night. Less than 20 hours of travel-time, but a WORLD apart.
Maddie and Eric and already talking about coming back. That's the best sign that the people of Haiti still can touch our hearts if we give our time to visit. I pray that somehow God will show us to do more than just "put a band-aid where it hurts".
Monday, April 2, 2012
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Haiti 2012 - Getting there is more than just traveling
Traveling is almost always tiring. In the case of going to the remote mountains of Haiti, it can be an ordeal. God saw fit to grease the skids for us this time down...meaning all flights were on time as hoped. Tuesday started at 3:30 am to prepare for the trip to the Miami airport...the 2 hour flight to Port-au-Prince was uneventful and allowed a bit of napping. When Haiti came into view, our eyes were fixed out the window taking in all we could with that single sense of sight: The bare mountains, tan, dry earth, the beautiful blue water with the occasional small home-made sail boats used by the fisherman, and the increasing amount of white stuff floating in the water (presumably trash).
I expected to see widespread devastation as a result of the earthquake, but other than the increase of blue roofing and occasional tarps, it looked just as I had left it three years ago... Lots of tin roofs and half-built houses. We were surprised to get to use a gangway to enter the airport...a luxury I had never experienced in Haiti...but evidence of the earthquake soon became evident as many parts of the airport are under reconstruction.
Other than a 2 mile drive to the other end of the airport, we elected not to stick around in Port-au-Prince...having heard of recent unrest where the people are most desparate. The other senses started kicking in... The smells of diesel, the feel of heat and humidity as the temperature neared 90 degrees, the sounds of men speaking Creole fast and ardently... Chickens and pigs roaming... It is definitely a different world here.
The other sense to get in on the action in the sense of Time. Waiting is a constant reality. Wait in line. Wait for the flight. Wait to land. Wait for them to get our bags. Wait for the NEXT flight to arrive so hopefully your bags will arrive (and they did!).
The main roads are still in good shape (thank God!), but we still had a couple hours of driving on the REALLY bad road into the mountains. Surprisingly, the state has projects going to put concrete on some spots most prone to wash-outs, but all in all, I would say the road is worse than before (or at least as bad). The legs and rear-end were quite happy to disembark from the truck.
Our sense of taste finally got in on the action as we sat down to a dinner of beans and rice, fish, carrots, beets, peas, and bread. A feast fit for any Haitian Kind... but simple by our normal standards. (In our first 24 hours, we have already eaten more meat than the average Haitian eats in a month.) However, the food was delicious and the portions plentiful, so we quickly recuperated from our travels and settled in to learn more about the folks with whom we would spend the next week. Fr. Fanuel is a gracious host, trying his best to anticipate our every need. Baba is our interpreter. Max is the Jack of all trades who is here to help us make some progress on our projects.
Early to bed... To be awakened by the church bells at 6:15... That is...if we were actually sleeping through all of the roosters that started in at 4 am. I know by the end of the week we will be able to sleep through it as well as we sleep through a Homily at home. ;)
Today (Wednesday) we learned more about the political intricacies involved in making things happen in Haiti. Two years ago, there was running water in town. We found out that the water is not working. Great, we thought... We can fix that! However, there are multiple people and organizations involved, and Fr. Fanuel advised that we not touch that system this time. We came prepared to work on electrical systems, but priorities seem to have changed... So, we will be discussing this evening what CAN we do?!
It would be easy to allow the sense of frustration and hopelessness to overtake us when we hit roadblocks preventing us from accomplishing things. But then we spent an hour playing ball with the kids in the street and our sense of humanity and desire to help came back. The Lord tells us we must give preferential treatment to the needy. We NEED to help in order to bring about the Kingdom of God. Our sense of purpose prevails.
Now all of our senses are involved. I guess that means we are finally "there".
Thursday, March 22, 2012
Haiti 2012 - Headed to Dupity Monday
On Monday, March 26, 2012 - four of us will be headed to Louisville to start our journey to Dupity in Haiti.
Dupity is a village in the mountains in the northeastern section of Haiti. Gary Boice, Maddie Messmer, Eric Messmer, and Deacon Mike Seibert are going this time, and we would VERY much appreciate prayers for our Safety, Health, and that we may accomplish God's will.
IF we can get the generator running and fuel is available and IF the satellite works, we MIGHT be able to post blogs daily, so check back starting next Wed or Thurs.
Dupity is a village in the mountains in the northeastern section of Haiti. Gary Boice, Maddie Messmer, Eric Messmer, and Deacon Mike Seibert are going this time, and we would VERY much appreciate prayers for our Safety, Health, and that we may accomplish God's will.
IF we can get the generator running and fuel is available and IF the satellite works, we MIGHT be able to post blogs daily, so check back starting next Wed or Thurs.
Sunday, March 18, 2012
Homily 2012 March 18 - that the Glory of God may be Revealed
If I was this blind man in the Gospel, I’d be downright
ticked-off at God! So let’ pretend for a
minute I am that blind man. (put on
sunglasses)
I was just sitting here, minding my own business, sitting with all the other blind men at the entrance of the Temple begging – just like I do every day… then I heard somebody ask a question that caught my attention: “was this man blind because of his own sin or the sin of his parents?” My ears perked up – I’ve wondered the same thing my whole life. See – it seems to me that… I was BORN blind, so there’s no way I could have sinned to deserve this, so it MUST have been my parents. You know – I’ve never really forgiven them for that.
But the answer I heard confused me. There was another man – It was a voice I didn’t recognize, but I could tell he spoke with authority – He said I WASN’T blind because of sin. What? Not because of sin?! Everybody KNOWS that blindness and physical ailments are signs that God is punishing somebody for sin… So why else WOULD I be blind? I could hear that voice coming closer as he continued… this man is blind “so that the works of God might be made visible through him”. Are you kidding? I’ve spent 30 years blind – begging every day – starving half the time - and not only that, but think of what my parents had to go through: Every time anybody looked at ME – they looked at my parents and said – They MUST be major sinners. There were shunned by society. And now you’re telling me that this was all some scheme that God cooked-up to allow Jesus to restore my sight today…. Just so he could work some ‘hocus-pocus’ to impress the crowds!?? Sorry, Jesus – but if that’s the kind of God you represent, I ain’t buying. The God I know should PREVENT this kind of suffering. The God I know should provide healing as soon as my parents asked for it… not 30 years later! God is NOT supposed to CAUSE this kind of suffering!
When I got over my indignation, I got to thinking about what Jesus said… he said I’m not a sinner!... well.. I AM a sinner, but no more than anybody else! My blindness was not a sign of my sinfulness. That’s comforting.
Also – I’m actually kinda excited about the fact that I was part of Jesus’ plan. He planned from the beginning that I would be a central part to helping people to believe in him. The more I think about it – that is soooo cool. My blindness and MY healing will be read about in churches for centuries to come and my blindness and my healing will help people to believe in Jesus. I can’t think of a greater privilege.
(sun glasses off)
I wish it was dark outside. Or - I wish we could do these readings on Holy Saturday night. If you’ve never been here for the Easter Vigil service – you need to try it out. You know – a lot of people don’t go, because it lasts longer than normal, but it is THE most beautiful liturgy of the whole year. That is the night when all of our Lenten fasts are end, so we can eat ice cream . That is the night when Jesus is risen. That is the night when we baptize and confirm our new members into the Church. But I want to talk about the Liturgy – what we DO at that Mass, because I think it sheds some light on our Gospel today.
Picture this: we start the liturgy with a campfire outside – sounds weird, right! We START Mass with a campfire – but there are no hotdogs involved. We bless the fire and the new Easter Candle. See this candle back here – that’s the Easter candle from last year – it’s getting kinda short. Well, at the Easter Vigil is when we get a NEW Easter Candle. This candle represents Christ himself. Why would we use a Candle to represent Jesus? Even in today’s Gospel, Jesus told us “while I am in the world, I am the light of the world.” We say in our creed ‘God from God, Light from Light, true God from true God’. Jesus IS our light.
So we bring that new Easter candle into the darkened church – symbolizing Christ coming into the world which is in darkness. Now there are actually two symbols here – first – do you remember what the first thing was that God created in Genesis? What did he say? “Let there be Light”. LIGHT was the first thing God created. Imagine being there when it happened… total darkness and then BOOM…LIGHT! Must have been amazing. Later, Jesus was born in the darkness of a cold December night. December just happens to be the time of year with the shortest days… that’s the darkest time of year in the Northern Hemisphere – so once again, God was bringing light to a world in darkness…and that’s what it’s like when we bring that candle into the dark church.
It gets even better though… like I said, all the lights are off – and Each person in the church has a candle and lights it from the Easter candle – symbolizing that each of us receives our light from Christ. We receive our faith from Jesus! If Jesus was not in the world, there would BE no source of Faith. The fire is then passed down the rows from person to person – symbolizing that we pass-on our faith from person to person until… until the whole church is lit with the light of Christ… symbolizing what the world will be like once we have all spread the light of Christ to every corner of the globe.
Do you see how this connects with today’s Gospel? This man born blind represents you and me. All of us are born in darkness – in other words – none of us is born knowing Christ. We don’t have the light of faith yet. Now – notice the different stages of the journey this man took. At first, when they’re questioning him, he says, ‘this man, Jesus put mud on my eyes and made me see’. Later when they’re questioning him he says, this man is surely a prophet. Still later, he comes to the conclusion that He must be from God, because only someone from God could make a blind man see. Did you see the progression? First Jesus is just a man, then he recognized him as a prophet, then ‘from God’. Finally, after he’s thrown out of the temple, Jesus meets up with him and asks – do you believe in the Son of Man…. And the man believes and worships him as God… THE God. God from God, Light from Light.
Our Catechumens have been on a journey for months now – going to classes, opening their minds and hearts and eyes to try to understand more about our Catholic Faith – and more about Jesus himself.
Their journey – and ours - are much like the blind man’s journey. We are born in darkness – not knowing Jesus. It’s a lifelong process of getting to know him. At some point, we all must let Jesus open our eyes so that we can look into the light… and then – just like the candles at the Easter Vigil – we CATCH FIRE! Then we SPREAD that fire to everyone we come in contact with. We BECOME the Light of Christ…. So that the Glory of God may be revealed – through US.
I was just sitting here, minding my own business, sitting with all the other blind men at the entrance of the Temple begging – just like I do every day… then I heard somebody ask a question that caught my attention: “was this man blind because of his own sin or the sin of his parents?” My ears perked up – I’ve wondered the same thing my whole life. See – it seems to me that… I was BORN blind, so there’s no way I could have sinned to deserve this, so it MUST have been my parents. You know – I’ve never really forgiven them for that.
But the answer I heard confused me. There was another man – It was a voice I didn’t recognize, but I could tell he spoke with authority – He said I WASN’T blind because of sin. What? Not because of sin?! Everybody KNOWS that blindness and physical ailments are signs that God is punishing somebody for sin… So why else WOULD I be blind? I could hear that voice coming closer as he continued… this man is blind “so that the works of God might be made visible through him”. Are you kidding? I’ve spent 30 years blind – begging every day – starving half the time - and not only that, but think of what my parents had to go through: Every time anybody looked at ME – they looked at my parents and said – They MUST be major sinners. There were shunned by society. And now you’re telling me that this was all some scheme that God cooked-up to allow Jesus to restore my sight today…. Just so he could work some ‘hocus-pocus’ to impress the crowds!?? Sorry, Jesus – but if that’s the kind of God you represent, I ain’t buying. The God I know should PREVENT this kind of suffering. The God I know should provide healing as soon as my parents asked for it… not 30 years later! God is NOT supposed to CAUSE this kind of suffering!
When I got over my indignation, I got to thinking about what Jesus said… he said I’m not a sinner!... well.. I AM a sinner, but no more than anybody else! My blindness was not a sign of my sinfulness. That’s comforting.
Also – I’m actually kinda excited about the fact that I was part of Jesus’ plan. He planned from the beginning that I would be a central part to helping people to believe in him. The more I think about it – that is soooo cool. My blindness and MY healing will be read about in churches for centuries to come and my blindness and my healing will help people to believe in Jesus. I can’t think of a greater privilege.
(sun glasses off)
I wish it was dark outside. Or - I wish we could do these readings on Holy Saturday night. If you’ve never been here for the Easter Vigil service – you need to try it out. You know – a lot of people don’t go, because it lasts longer than normal, but it is THE most beautiful liturgy of the whole year. That is the night when all of our Lenten fasts are end, so we can eat ice cream . That is the night when Jesus is risen. That is the night when we baptize and confirm our new members into the Church. But I want to talk about the Liturgy – what we DO at that Mass, because I think it sheds some light on our Gospel today.
Picture this: we start the liturgy with a campfire outside – sounds weird, right! We START Mass with a campfire – but there are no hotdogs involved. We bless the fire and the new Easter Candle. See this candle back here – that’s the Easter candle from last year – it’s getting kinda short. Well, at the Easter Vigil is when we get a NEW Easter Candle. This candle represents Christ himself. Why would we use a Candle to represent Jesus? Even in today’s Gospel, Jesus told us “while I am in the world, I am the light of the world.” We say in our creed ‘God from God, Light from Light, true God from true God’. Jesus IS our light.
So we bring that new Easter candle into the darkened church – symbolizing Christ coming into the world which is in darkness. Now there are actually two symbols here – first – do you remember what the first thing was that God created in Genesis? What did he say? “Let there be Light”. LIGHT was the first thing God created. Imagine being there when it happened… total darkness and then BOOM…LIGHT! Must have been amazing. Later, Jesus was born in the darkness of a cold December night. December just happens to be the time of year with the shortest days… that’s the darkest time of year in the Northern Hemisphere – so once again, God was bringing light to a world in darkness…and that’s what it’s like when we bring that candle into the dark church.
It gets even better though… like I said, all the lights are off – and Each person in the church has a candle and lights it from the Easter candle – symbolizing that each of us receives our light from Christ. We receive our faith from Jesus! If Jesus was not in the world, there would BE no source of Faith. The fire is then passed down the rows from person to person – symbolizing that we pass-on our faith from person to person until… until the whole church is lit with the light of Christ… symbolizing what the world will be like once we have all spread the light of Christ to every corner of the globe.
Do you see how this connects with today’s Gospel? This man born blind represents you and me. All of us are born in darkness – in other words – none of us is born knowing Christ. We don’t have the light of faith yet. Now – notice the different stages of the journey this man took. At first, when they’re questioning him, he says, ‘this man, Jesus put mud on my eyes and made me see’. Later when they’re questioning him he says, this man is surely a prophet. Still later, he comes to the conclusion that He must be from God, because only someone from God could make a blind man see. Did you see the progression? First Jesus is just a man, then he recognized him as a prophet, then ‘from God’. Finally, after he’s thrown out of the temple, Jesus meets up with him and asks – do you believe in the Son of Man…. And the man believes and worships him as God… THE God. God from God, Light from Light.
Our Catechumens have been on a journey for months now – going to classes, opening their minds and hearts and eyes to try to understand more about our Catholic Faith – and more about Jesus himself.
Their journey – and ours - are much like the blind man’s journey. We are born in darkness – not knowing Jesus. It’s a lifelong process of getting to know him. At some point, we all must let Jesus open our eyes so that we can look into the light… and then – just like the candles at the Easter Vigil – we CATCH FIRE! Then we SPREAD that fire to everyone we come in contact with. We BECOME the Light of Christ…. So that the Glory of God may be revealed – through US.
Friday, February 24, 2012
February 26,2012: LenT with a capital 'T'!
We were on vacation – driving through the mountains in Colorado. We were tired of the highway – we wanted to
get off the beaten path and see what else was out there! All that land – there HAD to be something
interesting out there… so we pulled off onto the next gravel road we found. At first, it was exciting – something NEW –
something unexpected… but after 30 minutes of driving slowly on the dusty rock
road, it started to get old. In fact,
after 45 minutes on this road, I started to get a bit nervous… where was this
taking us? Then we came to a T in the
road. It wasn’t on the map, so we hadn’t
a clue which way to go. Right, left, or
go back? We chose to go right, hoping
that it would take us someplace interesting… or maybe back to the highway. But after another 30 minutes of steep hills
and washboarded roadways that rattled our teeth, we came to another T. Again – right, left, or go back? We KNEW that to go back, we could get to
familiar territory… but hated the thought of going back. We were hoping we would find a short-cut back
to the highway. Finally, we turned
back. I sometimes wonder – if we hadn’t
come to that T, when would we have turned around?
Obviously, we can’t physically do it all every day… but do we do them at ALL? Would you agree that each one of those things SHOULD be on our list of most-important-things? Sooo….how much time did you pray yesterday? How much of the Bible did you read? How much time did you spend exercising? Spending time with your kids? Your wife? Doing something for somebody in need? Volunteering?
We live our lives as if we’re immortal – as if we’ve got all the time in the world.. so we constantly put-off those things we ‘should’ do. It’s easy to get on the highway of Procrastination and never turn around. One of the CD’s I just listened to said, “Live your life with the End in mind”. In other words, when you’re on your deathbed looking back, what will you regret? What do you want people to say about you when you’re gone? Will their first statement be, “He really loved Jesus”? She really gave selflessly? She was always a good listener? What do you WANT people to say? What do you want GOD to say about you?
Figure out that answer, and then make a plan and DO it… NOW… so there will be no regrets.
Most of us are travelling down the road of life at
full-speed. But…The road that this world
puts before us is filled with curves… and it’s leading us AWAY from God… it’s
leading us to where God is not… that is the definition of Hell. The Psalm tells us, Lord, teach me your
paths. Jesus teaches us throughout
scripture how to live – you might say, He
teaches us the path that is straight and narrow. But the world makes it hard to follow that
path…. We want to widen the path and make it easier to travel our own way… do
what WE think is right and just. Most of
us are tempted by the curvy side-streets, seeking excitement – and then we keep
going down that road until SOMETHING makes us change. Something or somebody knocks us to our knees
and we REALIZE that we really ought to get back to the straight and narrow.
That’s what Lent is for.
The church puts this T in the road so that we have to slow down and
decide which way we’re going to turn. Without
this intersection, we might never have a reason to slow down, much less turn
around. We sit at the intersection and
crane our necks looking down one way and the other. One way leads to the superficial happiness that
this life offers – the other leads to more of the same dusty, bumpy roads. Which way will we turn? Right, Left, or turn around? How many T’s do we need to come across before
we finally decide that driving our own direction isn’t working… How long til we repent and turn back toward
God… ?
What does it look like?
To turn back to God? My first
thought came to me at a funeral Saturday morning. Too often we get on the road of unforgiveness
with somebody – and it only ends when we go to the funeral home. In the end, we regret never having turned
that relationship around. What else does
‘turning back to God’ look like? We do
the things that the Scriptures TELL us to do:
love our neighbors, give up our selfishness, pray, fast, give to the
poor, and go to Church.
Some people say, “I don’t need to go to church… I can pray in
the woods.” That’s Great! How long did you spend in the woods praying today? Last Sunday?
And the Sunday before that? The
same argument could be made that I don’t need to take my wife out on a date,…”I
can tell her I love her at the supper table”.
That’s great. Did you tell her
last night? The night before?
You and I have to develop habits… we have to set aside time
to do the important stuff. Without a
community around us to help us stay on the straight and narrow, It’s too easy
to allow time to just slip right by – and we look back and think – what have I
been doing? Think about your own life…
did you accomplish anything yesterday?
Do you often find that hours and even days just seem to disappear, and
you’re not really sure what happened?
Each of us has to look at our priorities in life. We might all be able to sit here in the
comfort of this church and agree that - if my life was perfect, I would spend 1
hour a day in prayer and reading the Bible, 1 hour exercising, 1 hour spending time with my kids, 1 hour
just spending time with my wife, and 1 hour doing something for someone in need. Obviously, we can’t physically do it all every day… but do we do them at ALL? Would you agree that each one of those things SHOULD be on our list of most-important-things? Sooo….how much time did you pray yesterday? How much of the Bible did you read? How much time did you spend exercising? Spending time with your kids? Your wife? Doing something for somebody in need? Volunteering?
We live our lives as if we’re immortal – as if we’ve got all the time in the world.. so we constantly put-off those things we ‘should’ do. It’s easy to get on the highway of Procrastination and never turn around. One of the CD’s I just listened to said, “Live your life with the End in mind”. In other words, when you’re on your deathbed looking back, what will you regret? What do you want people to say about you when you’re gone? Will their first statement be, “He really loved Jesus”? She really gave selflessly? She was always a good listener? What do you WANT people to say? What do you want GOD to say about you?
Figure out that answer, and then make a plan and DO it… NOW… so there will be no regrets.
A lot of people don’t really start LIVING until they realize
that they are dying. So live your life
with the End in mind.
That is the genius of Ash Wednesday and Lent. This is the T in the road to give us a chance
to turn back to God; to check our priorities.
To remember that you are dust and to dust you shall return. Sunday, February 12, 2012
2012 February 12 - Unclean! (6th Sunday Ordinary Time)
I
drive a lot… and to occupy my mind, I like studying bumper sticker
Theology. One of my favorites says, “God
is my co-pilot”! Or – there was a
similar one that said, “My co-pilot is a carpenter from Nazareth”. I always thought that was a cool way of showing
your Christianity to others on the road.
But I’m going to give you a different way to think about that theology
at the end of my homily… but you gotta hang on.
Did
you notice what the Leper said to Jesus?
‘If you wish, you can make me clean’.
Doesn’t that strike you as sort-of odd?
Wouldn’t it make more sense if he said, ‘if you wish, you can heal me’? After all, Leprosy is a disease.
That’s
because – as bad as the DISEASE of leprosy was to endure – it was the
MORAL, SPIRITUAL, and SOCIAL ramifications
of the disease that were there hardest to bear.
Leprosy was seen as a curse of God – for having done something against
the law of God… so to have the disease, you were considered impure. Anytime you got near people, you had to cover
your mouth (like this) and shout out ‘UNCLEAN, UNCLEAN!’ to make sure they knew
not to touch you – because if they did touch you, then THEY would become
spiritually impure – they would be unclean as well.
Because
of that, Lepers were shunned. People
avoided them as much as possible. Lepers
were expected to live outside the city.
They lived in deserted places where they didn’t have to endure the
constant indignation of people turning up their noses at them and running
away. Put yourself in that position for
a minute – really – what would life be like if you were a leper?
This
time of the year, I sometimes get dry patches of skin – on my elbows or
knees. It’s probably just dry skin –
brought on by the low humidity during the winter. However, if I lived in Jesus’ time, and if
anybody SAW those patches of dry skin – I would be brought before the Priest,
and he would look at it and declare me to be UNCLEAN! Like it said in our first reading then – I’d
have to put away my good clothes and wear torn clothes – I’d have to mess up my
hair and beard, so people would recognize that I’m unclean… then I would have
to live outside the city for a period of seven days. At the end of that time, I would go back to
the priest and show myself.
In
the book of Leviticus, we read, 'And the priest shall look on him again the
seventh day: and, behold, if the plague be somewhat dark, and the plague spread
not in the skin, the priest shall pronounce him clean; it is but a scab.’
That
would be our hope. If you or I were a
Leper – every minute of every day, we would be waiting, hoping, PRAYING for
that glorious day when we stand before the Priest and he says those words… “You
are clean”.
OK
–so what’s all this have to do with you and me?
We
are all Unclean. Every one of us is
morally and spiritually impure – because hard as we try- we can’t follow the
law of God – not completely. We try –
but we just can’t. For that reason, all
of us are impure and forced to live on the outside the garden of Eden. Like Adam and Eve – we were thrown out of Paradise
and forced to live as an outcast.
Whenever we approach God, we shout UNCLEAN, UNCLEAN – recognizing that
we don’t have the right to approach God.
At
the start of Mass, we purposely prayed the Confetior – you know – I confess to
almighty God… that prayer is OUR shout to God recognizing that we aren’t
worthy!... we recognize that we are Unclean.
Fortunately,
Jesus is reaching out His hand to you right now. Through the hands of the Church, He reaches
out to Baptize you – to confirm you – to heal you – to feed you - and to
forgive your sins. The Sacraments of the
Church are the main places where Jesus reaches out with a human hand to
physically touch you and me.
Notice
what happens next: right after Jesus
touches the leper… it says the word spread
like wildfire…it was like a viral-video on youtube… the whole thing became so
publicized that Jesus could no longer enter a town openly. HE remained outside in deserted places. Did you notice the irony? Jesus --switched places with the Leper! The leper was clean now, so he could live in
town – but Jesus was now forced to stay outside
of the town.
He
does the same for you and me. He reaches
out to touch us – and he’ll touch us right where we are most unclean. He’ll reach right into depths of our sin and
say those words we’ve been waiting, hoping, PRAYING to hear: “I do will it. Be made clean”. And then Jesus will swap places with us.
Here’s
your new bumper sticker: If
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Saturday, January 14, 2012
Jan 15: What's MY purpose? (4th Sunday Ordinary B)
What is my purpose?
Have you ever wondered that... God...why did you put me here?
I imagine most young people ask SIMILAR questions,
like ... What career should I study for... Whom should I date and marry? And that all important question of the
universe... Vanilla or chocolate ice cream? (of course the answer is vanilla…)
While those are important questions, they take on a
different meaning when you ask it this way... GOD what is YOUR purpose for me?
I can just imagine that’s what happened to the two
main characters in our readings today... Samuel and John the Baptist. They both had been dedicated to God by their
parents...but they still had to wonder sometimes ...what DOES God want me to
do? I imagine John was sitting in the
Synagogue one Sabbath – and the sermon was particularly boring, so he did what
most of us would do… he read the bulletin.
… and on the second page at the bottom, he noticed that God was looking
for somebody to do a special job.
That’s all it said.
No job description. None of the
ordinary stuff like – must be able to type 100 words a minute, must be able to
cook and clean windows, … no contact information. No mention of what would be expected of him.
But he listened.
He took it as a nudge from God, and he went about doing what he felt God
was calling him to do…baptizing people and preaching Repentance…. That was
it... Baptizing and preaching, Baptizing
and preaching, day after day. And there
had to be days he wondered.... Is this it?
Is this my purpose? Until today –
quite out of the blue – his REAL purpose became clear. HIS job was to point out the Lamb of
God! His job was simply to point people
to Jesus! All that Baptizing and preaching was just to get
people prepared to meet the messiah. And
by him doing HIS job, it started a domino effect that continues even today.
Notice in that Gospel - two of John’s own disciples
were paying attention… they were looking for God – so when John pointed out
Jesus, they immediately went to follow him.
After spending the rest of the day with Jesus, they were convinced…and
so excited that THEY went to tell others.
Notice who Andrew told: Peter –
the first Pope!
Can you imagine if God’s purpose for you was to
introduce Jesus to the first Pope! A guy
could get a big head after something like that.
Maybe you and I wish WE had a big, important job to do like that – but
maybe instead of the Pope, our job is to introduce our family to Jesus. Maybe it’s somebody at work. Maybe we spend every day cleaning and
cooking, cleaning and cooking and wonder is this it God? Is this my purpose? But in doing that job, you are physically
SHOWING your family and others what selfless love is. Your job is to point them to Jesus.
Maybe it's our job simply to pray for people who are
sick or injured.
I was told a story just a couple weeks ago about a
local miracle. That’s what he called it
– a miracle. This guy’s daughter had
been badly injured in an auto accident several years back. She had severe head trauma, and was in
intensive care in Louisville for weeks.
One day, it seemed all was going south.
She had 105 fever, the pressure in her brain kept increasing despite the
care she was receiving… and the nurses admitted there was nothing else they
could do. This man was trying to deal
with all of this bad news when a neighbor lady from back home walked in. It was a strange time of the day for
visitors, but he went out to visit with them.
The neighbor lady said, “I’m here because God told me to come pray for
your daughter”. Well, this guy was like
– “Hey, it can’t hurt… in fact, as bad as things are getting, it will take a
miracle”. So they went in – and to make
a long story short – this lady prayed – fast and loud. This guy was amazed of the prayers that came
from this woman’s mouth… and when she was done – something amazing
happened. The sun came out. It had been overcast and dreary for days on
end, and at that very moment, the sun came out and was at such an angle that it
shone right into the room. He was
awestruck by the beauty of it – and by the improbability of it. He said the sun had to be in just the right
spot to shine between the two buildings next to the hospital. It was the most beautiful thing he had ever
seen. They all went back to the waiting
room to talk a bit more – and when he went back to his daughter’s room – her
temperature was down to 101 and the pressure in her brain had returned to
normal. A miracle! The next day, she was taken after weeks in intensive care, out of
intensive care, she was taken to her own room.
Now – you COULD call it a coincidence – you COULD
say that God could have worked that miracle without anybody’s help… but the
fact is: this lady LISTENED to God’s
instructions. As pointless and silly as
it may have seemed at the time – she drove to Louisville to do God’s will....to
fulfill her purpose.
She was listening.
I wonder …..how many of us would listen?
Ask yourself this question...How many miracles have NOT happened today
because I didn’t do my job? How many
times has god wanted me to act, but I wasn't listening?
One of the Catholic CD’s I was listening to last
week… I think it was Fr. Larry Richards… He said that “We meet Jesus in His
Word”. In other words, in order for us
to learn about Jesus and his purpose for us, the best way to do that is to read
the bible. But how many of us actually
read it? Maybe we don’t feel comfortable
reading the bible? Maybe we think we
have to have Father or a Deacon up here to interpret it for us. Nope.
The Bible is for everyone.
So – in order to help us all get more familiar with
how to dig into the bible, our adult formation team has two things coming up
for Lent. First is the small group
scripture study that was talked about at Mass the past couple of weekends. Those groups will start meeting in early
February and go through the end of Lent.
The other option we’re calling “Sunday School for Everyone”. We’ll meet at 9 a.m. each Sunday during Lent…
that’s after Mass at SC and before Mass at SR. We will dig a little deeper into the readings
for the day. Hopefully, in addition to
being a time for fellowship and sharing, it will help us all to become more
comfortable with cracking open the Bible.
In fact, I think it would be cool if we get to the point that everybody
would tell me what YOU would have preached about if you were the one standing
up here.
As an example of the sort of thing we might dig into
at Sunday School - I want to point out something from that first reading. There is a phrase right BEFORE our reading
which we didn’t get to hear. Let me read
the whole sentence: “The lamp of God was
not yet extinguished, and Samuel was sleeping in the temple of the Lord....”. “The lamp of God was not yet extinguished…” The
Lamp of God referred to the light that continuously burned in the temple which
signified the Lord’s presence…kind of like our Sanctuary Lamp - This red candle here signifies that Jesus is
still in the Tabernacle. God was present
in the Temple … and that’s where Samuel heard him.
You and I have an opportunity that may not last
forever. OUR sanctuary lamp is still
lit. The Lord is still present right
here in our Church. How many actually
come here to listen for his will? We may
not have to SLEEP in church like Samuel did… but We can still come to adoration
on Friday evenings or just come to church anytime to ask God- what do you want
me to do? Try it sometime. Sit down in front of the tabernacle and simply
say… Speak Lord, your servant is listening….
But be prepared… He will probably have a job for you
to do! Because it’s when we’re about
DOING God’s will – that’s when he will reveal to us our true purpose.
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